Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Day Who Knows- Hanging on By a Thread

So I think it is day 10.  One third of the way there.  Much like Beverly I have had to make some tweaks.  I did 5 full days of total on plan- and day six and seven were basically the plan plus 2 extra veggies.  I suffered through headaches for 3 days, I have been somewhat hungry for 10 days now.  Water is bland, boring and miserable - unless it is in a bath, shower or swimming pool.  You know about Saturday.  Sunday was back on plan but still finishing up the last of the vegetables that I am so thankful I over- purchased the previous week!

I was praying hard about this and just really torn about how to handle things.  I knew in my heart I couldn't make it 30 days on my same 7 foods.  They are all great foods until you only have them to choose among.  I was creative in my cooking methods, combinations and general eating plan.  I gave it my all but I knew there were 2 options.  I was either going to just give up and quit or I was going to make changes that are livable.  In all seriousness I lost 7 pounds last week which is quite a feat.  I couldn't let myself do that so I had to come up with something that worked for me and still accomplished what I wanted to get out of this month and what I felt in my heart I was supposed to do.

I actually am hoping to make this a life long livable plan in terms of totally renovating my diet to a picture of health.  I can already see myself becoming fearful of adding anything back in- not sure what that is about.  After talking to my mom (a former dietician) and my hubby (a very supportive voice of reason) I came up with my plan.  I am not giving up everything as Jen Hatmaker did.  She is my new hero- and her craziness is all the more apparent after several days on her plan.  I have decided to eat only fruits, veggies, white meat, fish, eggs and yogurt.  Clearly that sounds like an extensive list but I would be willing to fight someone for a basic packaged food of some sort.  I am dreaming of cereal bars, cookies, junk food.  And a bagel or bread- wowzer!!  Snacking on fruit is a whole new world for me.  I still haven't had any coffee- like I said before water, water, blah, blah, blehhhhh, water.  The wine was a one time lapse.

For some reason I do feel a need to confess with you all though- even though I have totally modified the plan so it is hard to cheat.  I had bread today.  Now it doesn't really count because I bought it at the Lodge at church.  It was God's food- right?!?  It even had cheese on it.  My body thought it had died and gone to heaven.  In my defense I was there from 9-2 working on VBS and didn't pack a lunch for myself.  I anticipated leaving at 11:30 and getting lunch at home.  Sure I could have gotten a salad but I was low on energy and I am pretty sure the Lord put the words in my mouth as I ordered that panini.

Now that this is really long I should tell you I am feeling much better about everything now and am saying more genuine prayers of thanksgiving for all the glorious foods we have.  I am hyper aware of flavors and grateful for fresh vegetables and fruit.  I feel better than I have in a long time.  My energy level is definitely improved.  I may go back to Beverly's plan next week with a new list of seven but for now I am eating only fresh single ingredient foods.

Remember we start with food but this is a marathon, not a sprint and we have so much to learn even once our sweet taste buds are revived.  Given the loads of laundry awaiting me- 7 articles of clothing seems pretty good right now:)

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