One week out from the second launch

Just a quick comment today since I am not technically on board yet.  I had my false start on Monday and have to say I am a bit put off by my obvious addiction to caffine.  Seriously, I had a severe headache and was slightly depressed after one morning sans java.  I am using this hold week to slowly back off the liquid gold in hopes the second go will be a little less jolting.  I did want to say that I worked out this morning at 6am, (don't even get me started), but that I found the early morning activity to lessen my desire for it.  I still had some, because I still can, but the longing was less.  And that is a start.  As I was on the way home it made me think about the millions of people who struggle with a TRUE addiction.  They are in my prayers this week as I prepare.  I can not imagine being addicted to something much stronger than coffee.  I have a greater, (albiet much smaller), understanding of the internal struggle may of them must face every day and for that insight I am thankful.